it scares me, to know how much i’ve grown to detest school.
maybe i’m just in desperate need of some GOOD REST.
not days spent with my mind half crazy from overloading with too much thinking.
not days spent sitting quietly in meditation.
BUT REST.
& rest to me is time spent just laughing… being happy… recharging.
i need that.
take me on a roadtrip, far from everything here.
i wish sometimes i could just detach myself from everything else.
but i know that the thought on it’s own is a selfish nature in manifestation.
a part of me, i’m not proud of.
but then again, like i always say, i’m human.
& that’s where i’m still learning. learning the essence of what it means to die to oneself. so that i can say, “to live is Christ & to die is my gain”.
right now, death still has it’s sting. i know, i’m not there yet. & i’m not afraid to say it… at least i know clearly where i stand and i’m not lost.
enough ranting… time for my workout… so i can tire myself out to sleep.
nights. & roadtrip, make yourself happen soon. :)
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As much this place reflects death, kills and fear, if you look around you will see hope. The only one thing stronger than fear.
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:)
2 things i love about this picture…
1. Ariel
2. That look on Ariel’s face… i identify with that. <3
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